Saturday, April 23, 2011

Love/Hate Letter

Dear Student(s),


Thank you for taking the time to fill out this course evaluation form. Since most of you did not bother to take the survey, this letter is strictly intended for those who chose to proffer feedback.

After reading these evaluation comments, I feel that you simply treat this as an opportunity to express both your disdain and your respect toward me. Instead of critical constructive criticism, I am left with a personality profile that would make a multiple personality disordered individual look positively normal. My job is to push you. I will push you out of your circumstances and out of your comfort zones, and because of this; I am both maligned and adored. No matter – my skin is so callused, it is almost impenetrable.

This isn’t supposed to be an easy or comfortable process for either of us. If it were; well, I’d be wasting your time and your money, not to mention stunting my own growth as an instructor. Unlike some of the teachers you’ve had in the past, I take my job seriously, and yes, I care. And, I will continue to care more than you’ll ever realize. Remember, I am a human being and, amazingly, have feelings too. After reading these assessments, I walk away feeling the accolades and the worthlessness simultaneously. Above all else, consider this: I didn’t give you the final grade; you earned it.

Earnestly,

Emily

1 comment:

  1. you are right! I have filled them out and just feel like I am filling a personallity survey. I like to be pushed but on the other hand I also can get lost within a good hard push.

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